I do love you

I do love you. Someone who I have never look into his eyes directly. Someone who I have never talk with him before. Someone who I have never say hello to him until now. There is something which never can be change by whoever with any efforts. Something that makes my love for him become a little freak. We can call it age.

 I do love you. Someone who I just want to admire at him at first, not to have feeling anymore. Like now. I do love him. Someone who often take my attention when he pass in front of my class. I always remember the way he was nervous when he catch me sit in front of my class and look at him when he pass in front of my class with his friends. I love it. When I see he stop his conversation with his friends suddenly when he catch me look at him. hahaha… He looks so ashamed and funny LOL :D  

 I still remember, with plain face and his own innocent appearance he said “happy birthday” to me. He looks so surrender, and I were so so  nervous that moment. Thursday, March 15^th 2012, in front of my class. He congratulate for my 18^th birthday, after my friends stop his step when he walk with his friends after school. I’m sure they must give him any force. Hahaha... uhhh… I still remember what his voice sound like :D  He makes my 18^th became unforgettable ;))

 I just a girl with too much confidence in my self. Who always wrong to interpret his kindness to me, which actually he give to everyone. I look so stupid more and more.

Incapable.. I can’t control my feeling. I’m realize become fall in his love and start to expect him. I shouldn’t feel like that, I know. I’m become foolish . Become bizarre. Start become vagueness jealous when I see him look chummy with other woman, I feel gaiety when he use a bio that I make for him in his Twitter account. And, most matter bizarre and stupid is when suddenly I’m  crying and call my friend by phone to tell that I see he just change his Twitter profile picture with a picture with a girl. She is his classmate. haha.. I know, it is freak! :D Yupss, he just make me freak. But, thanks for give a few colors at the end of my Senior High School period. Thanks… (BG)